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Blackwater Men

Where muddy waters flow
Where only grasses grow
Still roam the souls you know
Of Blackwater Men.

Blackwater Men will never fade away
They still return on two tides every day
They come and walk again
To view their past domain
It's where their bones are lain
These Blackwater Men.

Long, long these souls will haunt the salty shore
Until the time when there's a world no more
Then these past men will ride
On one last foaming tide
To heaven and there reside as Blackwater Men.

We who live are richer by far
Because they went before
And trod the paths of time
They ploughed, they fought, they prayed
And gave the place some meaning.

So now as we follow 
Let us bless these people
Who made the river work and 
Sowed the seeds of life
Which we take with us each day
And so we join and say
Amen.

October 2000

The above may not seem to flow well but it was written to be set to music.  This has been done by Clive Smith of South Woodham Ferrers and is a choral work within a suite.

Big Wind

What if a great big wind came
and picked us up
and dropped us on some lonely shore?
Would we try to leave or make it home?
Could we stay there ever more?

The experience would change us
for ever.
We might adjust and stay without regret.
We might just sit and search our souls
and be as happy as we can get.

Shall we wish for a big wind to
change our lives
if our 'humdrum' needs rearranging?
We could relish the new challenge,
and start our bored lives achanging.

Safe Passage to Tollesbury

I had to move her now
Because the winter was here
Sailing her was usually fun
When the sun was there to cheer.

Blowing wind and heavy rain
The boat is severely tossed around
Hold on, grit my teeth, look out!
We must not go aground.

There are no lighted buoys
No shapes upon the shore
No moon or stars to help us
and daylight is no more.

I've been so foolish, will we make it?
I feel that I have sinned
Then a calmness overtakes me as
I smell wood smoke on the wind.

Can you smell it?  I asked my friend
Just a trace on the air 
Someone is burning wood
on the shoreline over there.

I know where to head if
the shore is on the right
Keep straight ahead and find
the flashing beacon light.

There it is!  Just a little more
Then hang a left into the creek
Shine the torch - look there's the quay - 
And the wind has ceased to shriek.

The bonfire burner on the shore
Will never ever know
The comfort he rendered two frightened men
Who were lost in a winter blow.

Black Salt Sea

Near eleven on a still summer night
I gazed at the ink black tide.
A large bright moon, quite low in the sky
Found Ghosts that were trying to hide.

The water moved like pitch, just warm
Going fastest at the core
The Ghosts were running hard
Toward my home on the distant shore.

For this was the night the spirits came
Rising up from the black, black sea
To strike terror in the heart of one man
And tonight that man was me.

September Memories

As an onshore wind moves the trees
With the smell of seaweed on the breeze
Memories return just as they please.
Ah September!

Past holidays return with a leap
Spent here in Autumn when quite cheap
So exciting he couldn't sleep
In September.

A young boy not yet seven
Knee deep in mud soft and even
Thinks he's just arrived in Heaven
Great September.

This is the best place he ever saw
There's freedom here - no playground law
And he doesn't even know he's poor -
It's just September.

Years later and this man reflects
On life and love, wealth and sex
And why life now is so complex
Not September.

When he can walk this beach no more
And journeys to a higher shore
He will meet those pleasures gone before
Again September.

The river Blackwater in Essex is in my soul. I was taken to Mersea Island every Autumn when a child and still sail in the area now in my middle seventies. One bright Blackwater morning while walking on the foreshore this poem came to me.