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Panic Attack in a Country Field

I like to rest on a country seat
Up on a hill quite near me.
I watch the world go by
And revel in all the green I see.

One morning while I sat resting
A sad looking lady passed by
With a taut rictus smile on her face
She looked like she needed to cry.

A group of ladies were walking ahead
And the sad lady went to pass
Suddenly one of the group stopped,
Looked, and sat down on the grass.

She indicated to her friends then
That they should walk on a bit
And called out to the fraught lass
"Come over here to me and sit".

With just a moment's hesitation
The troubled lady sat down too
"I'm Betty," said the kind woman
"Tell me dear - who are you?"

"I'm Alice," she replied and began to cry
The tears of the broken-hearted.
All her pain came flowing out as if
She couldn't stop now she'd started.

Betty rose and said "why not join us?"
Alice gave an indifferent shrug.
"You'll feel better walking with my crowd,
But first, I'll give you a hug."

Alice at first stiffened and then relaxed
Into the tight grip of her new friend
Her sobbing eased and I could see
Her mind was starting to mend.

They all went off in a chattering line
It was obvious Alice was losing her pain
I sat and marvelled at the kindness of a stranger.

I never saw them again.
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Getting to 80

Well, here it is, now looming large
an age beyond my belief
I had always expected my time here
would actually be quite brief.

Around fifty would be right I thought
who on earth needs more?
With greying hair and shorter breaths
and ready for the heavenly tour.

But fate decreed I'd do quite well
in the lottery of life
and I kept on taking forward strides
breasting challenges and strife.

Good luck and fortune 'dogged' me
throughout those golden years
I enjoyed some love and friendship and
the respect of competing peers.

But alas when you approach the mountain top
the heart is a watching sentry
the clearest views are now behind
and hindsight is 20/20.
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Carry the Joy

The Joy we feel at Christmas
Fills our lives with cheer
We could try to make this feeling
Linger throughout the Year.

How good to feel so happy
On every single day
To lift our spirits skywards
And chase all sadness away.

We could help needy neighbours
And show them that we care
Show badmen how to live well
Or tell the lonely we are there.

Think of all the kindness that
Would follow if we were to say
I will try and live my life
As if it's Christmas every day.


Let us live as if it's Christmas every day.
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My Prop Has Gone

Quiet and unassuming was he
But with a very high intellect
Computations went on behind the eyes
At a rate you would never suspect.

Partially deaf and short sighted too
Yet he swam in big pools of commerce
He never gave in to self pity but
Accepted that things could be far worse.

He was the man to go to for solace or wisdom
And was game to join with a crazy plan
Even risking his own wealth sometimes
He was the very best kind of man.

So goodbye good friend and wise councillor
I am sorry you had to go
Rest easily knowing you have done well
And were a man I was fortunate to know.

RIP Barry 1933-2022
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Write it down/Write it Out

Why am I here? Why show you my poetry?

These are not great poems, they don’t win prizes. But – they are my Poems.

And that’s the point.

I am an average ‘Joe’ and I’ve had an average English life enjoying the usual things and had my share of misfortunes.

In times of stress I have been helped a great deal by writing all my feelings down. When happy or elated the words flow and the pleasure is enhanced.

I have chosen to use verse in my literary ramblings because I find it easy. You may like to use prose or just ordinary sentences. No matter.

You need not show anyone unless you wish to. You can lock the bad times away in a box or put your wit on show via the web.

Whatever you want. Whenever you want. You choose!

So – if you are sad, happy, frustrated, angry, in love, out of love, ill, frightened, politically cynical, depressed, alone, suicidal, separated from your children, doubting God’s existence, wondering how to spend your lottery win, exasperated by the unelected clowns in Strasburg, just become a parent, the cats died etc. etc. etc…… (add as required) ….. then WRITE IT OUT – WRITE IT DOWN.

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Broken Heart

You left me and you did not turn
Another row - we never learn
No "sorry" words this time were spoken
I just felt my heart was broken.

All the many times of joy
We were a happy girl and boy
But the ring we bought was an empty token
You never knew my heart was broken.

All the places we have seen
Mountains white and valleys green
Moonlight kissing, holding hands
Laughing as we made our plans.

The things we did as a happy pair
The future was coming and we didn't care
Now alone I must go on
And all the dreams I had are gone.

So our book is ended, the cover torn
Our children now will stay unborn
Pleading words are what I choke on
And you still don't know my heart is broken.
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Equal Opportunity

Think what you like
Express whatever you feel
A funeral without a God?
Is it not just as real?

Did they live a good life?
Did someone hold them dear?
If they died a nice person
Aren't they entitled to be here?

The flames which consume them
makes all bodies ash but
Souls and spirits cannot burn
And can't be bought for cash.

Sing songs if you wish to
Speak verses and some rhyme
Cry and mourn freely
For there is no next time.

We gather for the send off
of someone we all knew
Sceptics also need nice places
to wish gone friends adieu.

Vibrant colours of stained glass
Old wood beams and seats
Candlelight and fresh flowers
Gives an aura which completes.

Churches' often have the best sites
With gardens meant to cheer
Solemnity is inbuilt
And we enter without fear.

If this God is any good
He (or she) won't grouse
If some doubters also assemble
Inside this holy house.
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Termination in Ukraine

She had carried her new baby for nearly 9 months
and was last seen on a trolley
in labour and frightened.

The shells had ripped down the hospital wall as if made of cheese
but came there yet more and the
grip of death was tightened.

They survived barely an hour when cleared of the rubble but
despite heroic efforts both died and
the tragedy was heightened.

Just two more deaths to add to millions from centuries long gone
but mankind still seems unable to learn
and become enlightened.
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Uncertain Curtain

How embarrassing to be a Russian
And have the whole world know
That you are terrified of freedom
And plead democracy just for show.

You have to cheat in athletics
Or fail to make the grade
Fool drug tests and the medics
And eliminate those so afraid.

Don't invent new items
But steal designs for free
It's a really great, great pity
That's what Russia means to me.

Addendum -
But that isn't Russia in total
What of the average Jo?
Who loves life as he has it
And doesn't know what he doesn't know.
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Wait and See

I know it's February because the radio told me so
But today the air was clear and the sun was high.
There was no wind to notice nor flecks of rain
and the birds sang loud as they wheeled about in the sky.

It must be global warming messing with the seasons
As spring comes in early and the buds begin to show.
I feel my soul getting easy and I relax
But mindful that even yet there could come snow.

It has happened before and new shoots died
As the cold weather snapped back at we fools
Who had dug out the garden benches and brollies
And had made plans for mowers and tools.

Far better to wait and let more days go by
To see if the moods of the weather gods settle.
Enjoy the changing vista of fields and gardens
From behind window glass waiting for the kettle.
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Moroccan Pain

He died alone at the bottom of a well
and he was only 5
many folk dug day and night
to bring him up alive.

But he was dead at the bottom
injured as he fell
what fears he knew in his little mind
no-one alive can tell.

Imagine the feelings of those rescuers then
angry, frustrated and sad
who fought so hard to get him out
and return him to his mum and dad.

Farewell sweet lad your terrors and fright
are now all gone and past
I hope you are now in a better place
and know your happiness at last.


Rayan Oram, aged 5 died 8/2/22 RIP
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Saturday Dad

The first Christmas in this new house
and, grieving for the times now gone
he starts to make a new life here
because now, he really should move on.

He got a potted fir tree and put it on a shelf
and added balls and tinsel and a star,
but it needed something else he thought
so searched the shops both near and far.

He came upon some small wax apples
coloured red with a gleaming skin
his little girl would want to save them
so he bought a box to keep them in.

Still, decades on, this time each year
you can search the branches and see
among the decorations and presents are
red wax apples on my Christmas tree.
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Happy 40th

Alas, alas, you are 40 now
your 30s are truly behind,
you fight to retain your figure
and brain cells flee from your mind.

You could take lots of vitamins
to try and keep your youth,
or start wearing false things
and cap each dying tooth.

But, worry not about the above
- treat it all as trivia,
no matter how you decompose
old friends will always forgivya.

They will always see you as you were
so your youth you'll never lose,
maybe it's time to abandon sex
and cut down on the booze?
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Free Solace

I love the peace of my river
As it flows in and out to the sea
Moving slowly but determined
It soothes the stress from me.

The gulls that cry in the morning
Or the Curlew chortle at night
Seems to calm my inner soul
And makes everything seem right.

So no need for pills or alcohol
Happiness is within easy reach
When the salt waters of my river
Lap softly at the beach.
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Don’t leave me Grandpa

A very young girl so bereft
now with none of her family left
her world torn up and over turned
with rules of humanity now all spurned.

They came with the new day dawning
the family shelter just a canvas awning
the thugs with guns and machetes then 
slashed and shot and shot again.

Unbelievable torture vented first
on women, old folk and then worse
children and babies killed out of hand
their graves just scratched in shallow sand.

Old Grandpa had bid the family flee
surely the thugs would leave him be?
But no they murdered this man too
and what could this young girl do?

Crying and powerless she clearly saw
her gentle Grandpa sink to the floor.
Across the world we heard her plea
please, please Grandpa don't leave me ....

BBC report of December 8th 2021 Massacre of Villagers in Myanmar (formerly Burma) by the State Army.

SO
Yet another killing of innocent folk
no salvation - what a joke!
Mankind hides till the threat has gone
and again impotent Gods look on.
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Morning

It's morning, morning, morning
And dawning, dawning, dawning
I'm yawning, yawning, yawning
I have to go.

To work, work, work
Can't shirk, shirk, shirk
What a berk, berk, berk
I can't escape.

Rather play, play, play
All day, day, day
No way, way, way
I need money.

For life, life, life
Kids and wife, wife, wife
Such strife, strife, strife
I'm redundant. 
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Old Lady in a Hospital Ward

Suddenly the smile left her smooth face
and fear turned the hospital pink skin grey.
She knew what was to come soon 
and perhaps it would be today.

She had a strong faith in the next life
and hoped she had earned her right
to sit at her god's table and
have her meagre sins take flight.

She had lived a life full of service
and done it all on her own.
Always there for needy relatives
and rarely heard to moan.

She never married, but came close
but a torpedo sank the Africa plan
she carried on with shattered dreams
and never picked another man.

As a child he had never dared kiss
this lady, now with grey tinged brow
but in these last quiet moments
he bent and kissed her now.

Soon, too soon, her old body failed
and her spirit flew away
but the smile was once more on her face
as she went on her way.


1993
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Blackwater Men

Where muddy waters flow
Where only grasses grow
Still roam the souls you know
Of Blackwater Men.

Blackwater Men will never fade away
They still return on two tides every day
They come and walk again
To view their past domain
It's where their bones are lain
These Blackwater Men.

Long, long these souls will haunt the salty shore
Until the time when there's a world no more
Then these past men will ride
On one last foaming tide
To heaven and there reside as Blackwater Men.

We who live are richer by far
Because they went before
And trod the paths of time
They ploughed, they fought, they prayed
And gave the place some meaning.

So now as we follow 
Let us bless these people
Who made the river work and 
Sowed the seeds of life
Which we take with us each day
And so we join and say
Amen.

October 2000

The above may not seem to flow well but it was written to be set to music.  This has been done by Clive Smith of South Woodham Ferrers and is a choral work within a suite.
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This England?

We can be happy you and I
if we look around us in this England
we can choose if we stay or fly
and have food and clean water at our command.

Whatever we are told we do have clean air
- see how the lichen grows
and our rights though not written are there
and the whole world knows.

We can vote out shallow members 
and the corrupt do eventually stand trial
we need only fan the embers
of a system waiting in the wings.

Skylarks still sing in the fields
and Cabbage Whites are back in strength
we freely collect what nature yields
and can walk about after dark.

We can worship any God we nominate
or have none of it if we so choose
in protest we can march or congregate
and its only our energy we lose.

So think, and think again before you chase
sun-blessed places promising dollars or yen,
for truly this is a fair and free nation
and its like won't surface again.

OR
So however you think you are doing 
compare your life and be happy
living here is not so bad
its just the weather that's so crappy ......
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A Strange World

Condemned and imprisoned peers
can meet up with friends for lunches
dishonest officials retire with fortunes
and gamblers prosper from hunches.

Incompetent captains of industry
ruin giants and run away with riches
and the brains of our banks are playing golf
and we punters inherit the glitches.

Call centres for our local enquiries
often based in far Bombay
with contact information available
but only if we pay.

We impede our teachers with paper chains
so the dedicated ambassadors leave
we overload our medical folk
and many more families grieve.

We freely vote at election time
and always fall for the lies
so if we foolishly ignore our wounds
we should expect to be infected by flies.


2013 Lord Jeffery Archer allowed out of prison to lunch with friends.
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The Older Dad

I won't always be around, my son
to watch and see you grow,
to help guide your forward march
and be your 'steady' as you go.

For I am an old dad, my son
and may be gone before your star rises
to its undoubted potential
and you collect life's waiting prizes.

I am sometimes sad my son
for how much of your life I'll miss
but to know you this far
would be any dad's greatest wish.

Year 2000
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Graduation

Were you watching Nanny?
And you, Auntie Phyl?
From your lofty residence
on some heavenly hill.

Did you see our girl get honoured
surrounded by all that history?
She's on her way now, and will cope
with life's unfolding mystery.

The fair haired child you loved so much
has fought and earned her due
the tears in my eyes at her ceremony
were also there for you.

Proud Father 02/07/02
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Mary

Mary lived with dad and mum
in a tower block kind of slum
near some docks used long ago
which she could see so far below.

She really pined to get away
but being ten she got no pay
so she thought upon a scheme
which would help finance her dream.

Her tower block was very tall
and to the ground was quite a fall
so she set out to get the proof
that you could bungie jump off the roof.

If she could do it so would others
and come with sisters and their brothers
they would pay to dive to ground
and Mary would charge each a pound.

And with the cash she could flee
around the world quite merrily
so tying rubber bands in line
she slowly made a jumping twine.

She got up on the window sill
not looking down lest she feel ill
then Mary jumped out into space
and neared the ground at quite a pace.

But her plans would come to nought
for halfway down she had a thought
"oh dear my plan is not complete
I forgot to fix the the bungies to my feet".

Luckily she landed on a tree
and as she struck she said "dear me
leaving home like this is such a shock
I'll stay home in my tower block".
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Gone Away

Oh how we miss those loved ones
who have gone.
We miss them now, we always will
and the memory of them
still lives on.

Some times it's right for the suffering
to leave.
Others are forced early into oblivion by mean Gods
and we who are left here in confusion
can only grieve.

Oh how I miss those loved ones
who have gone.
I miss them now, I always will
and the memory of them
still lives on.
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Bethlehem Donkey

Beneath a star a boy was born,
a special child was he,
mum and dad and some kings looked on
as did an old donkey.

This donkey knew that great things
would follow this baby's birth 
now the world would change
for a Saviour was here on earth.

Like the others gathered round
the donkey knelt before
the rough manger on the ground
and donkeys would for evermore.

That is why, if you sneak
at Christmas to a donkey's stall
without a sound, don't even speak!
just look around the wall.

You may see the donkey kneeling 
facing towards the east
overcome by an ancient feeling
representing all other beasts.

This simple animal every year
shames mankind it seems
for we just raise a glass to cheer
forsaking the Saviour's dreams.
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Play Rhyme

Sindy had a dog
it liked to take a jog
but got hit by a log
it's buried in a bog.

Fred had a cat
who chased a rat
into mummies hat
how about that? 

Barns had a squirrel
whose name was Cyril
made of brown material
it looked quite imperial.

Molly May had a pig
whose favourite food was fig
and liked to dance a jig
when hanging from a twig.

George had a horse
which ran every course
covered in tomato sauce
it died of course.


For Small People
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Sunny Morning Walk in the Park

Listen you Ducks and Squirrels
this is a special morning
my eldest child graduates today
and her honoured future's dawning.

She had good cause to march
to the beat of a different drum
but she's straight and works hard,
loves her life, her God, and her fun.

She's the first to get there 
from this side of the track
she's honoured us all now
and there's no looking back.

So forgive me Ducks and Squirrels
if I want to shout out loud
from every tree and roof top
I'm proud, I'm proud, I'm proud.

4th July 2002

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Thank You Present

I bought you some flowers today,
the idea just popped into my head
I had just passed by my old house
and was glad I lived here instead.

I was lonely in that old place
and the vomit rose in my chest
as I relived the despair for an instant
but soon the pain came to rest.

For now I live in happy chaos
within a surprising peace
for surrounded by love and affection
I bask in blessed relief.

So there you have the reasons
why the idea came into play
to stop at the very first florist
and bring you flowers today.
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November

There's a beauty in November,
with a mildness not known before,
and a stillness at twilight which 
happens more and more.

For the world is getting warmer
and the winter comes on late.
Deeply coloured leaves cling to the trees
because autumn won't abate.

She stays around and fools the plants
who rise early but at the cost
of a swift overnight slaughter
from an unexpected frost.

Then this murder ceases
and a warm calm descends,
and living plants try once again
as the climate makes amends.

So, do I like this changing world
when the natural order bids adieu?
Having shorter winters with soft winds?
Yes, I surely do.
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Salute!

So rest young warrior 
In yon ditch or field
And know that we are grateful
For the might that you did wield.

Rest easy in your graves
For it's not you who sinned
And we will always honour you
Though you are but dust in the wind.

The suited table talkers who fail
Send our young to die
But don't include their own children
When they give war a try.

It's the unemployed and poor
who sign up for wars and adversity
While the rich kids catch a jet
To a foreign job or university.

So many generous immature souls
Come forward when the Bell is rung
When the politician's remedies fail
They pass the bile filled cup - 
To the young.
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Relate

How can I ever relate
when I'm secure, fed and free
to the threatened, hungry and desperate folk
who live across some sea?

I have never suffered pogroms
or seen bayonets in play
or had to decide which of my children
got a little food today.

And what of state rape of women
or Rwandan hands cut free
how does all of this affect
an Englishman like me?

Well, I am not innocent or untainted
for the guilt is just the same
if I prosper in my comfort when
my country invented the game.

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Old Time Dance

Getting older and slowing down
pausing while the world spins round
no longer planning super schemes
I'm dancing slowly through my dreams.

Looking back to times I've spent
drinking down a whole week's rent
memories flood in countless streams
I'm dancing slowly through my dreams.

No worries about my destiny 
now I know how it will be - 
no anxieties stored in reams
I'm dancing slowly through my dreams.

Getting older ain't so bad 
I've had a wife and been a dad
life isn't always what it seems
I'm dancing slowly through your dreams.

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Charlie Frog

Charlie Frog was tired of jumping
cos he said it hurt his back
so to stop the pain a-thumping
he rode a skateboard on a track.

This track was long, the track was vast 
and wound around his lake
one day when going really fast
he ran down Mr Drake.

Such a fuss made Mrs Drake
about her partner's tumble
that all the members of the lake
gathered round to grumble.

They decided then and there 
to settle Charlie's hash
by asking Mr Grizzly Bear
to give the frog a bash.

Mr Bear said yes he'd do it
in return for a honey pot
there should, he said, be nothing to it
if he used an old fly swat.

So Bear hid behind a tree
as Charlie came in sight
and slowly counted 1 2 3
and struck with all his might.

Charlie let out such a yell
and fell off in a muddle
but recovered quickly as he fell
into a muddy puddle.

Charlie was unhurt of course
for water was his home,
and now, filled with much remorse
he took his skateboard home.

Charlie hadn't realized just how
his skating had offended
but he knew his priority now 
was to get his friendships mended.

So he went round one by one
to apologize to his mates
for being so very troublesome
and he gave them chocolates.
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Try to Duck

You do your best you do your time
a member of mankind straight down the line
getting ready to enjoy life's plan
then someone somewhere starts the fan......

Lumps as big as bricks fly in
What have I done?  What is my sin?
As the brown stuff sticks to your last shirt
the taxman strains and adds a squirt.

You work to make your plight seem better
then behold there comes a further letter
just as you thought you were hassle free
you've underpaid your VAT.

As if such disasters are not enough
your family can make it really rough
you've just got square and it was hard
now a wedding goes on your credit card.

The nest is empty, just you and gran
each day drink wine or open a can
but comes a duty you cannot shirk
to mind the grandkids so mum can work.

Some pains in the chest now - just a few
but angina comes as a relief to you
for distracting pain means one avoids
the annoying itch of haemorrhoids.

Then prostrate trouble, the time has come
to have a doctor's fist rammed up your bum.
Surgery and pills follow but you stay placid
but find friend Willy now stays flaccid.

In hospital now - the last resort
no chips, no booze, no sex, no sport
it's heaven time, no more escapes

About now the angels pinch your grapes.
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New Shed

Alone at last in my garden shed
The beds are made the dog is fed
In the quiet I await creative thought
But comes there nothing, zilch, nought.

It's not supposed to be like this
I should exploit this place of bliss
I take yet another sip of tea but
Still no talent envelopes me.

The grass is dew wet and wild birds sing
Today is warm as if it's spring
The flowers nod in the zephyr breeze
With apples falling where they please.

This is autumn at its best
My favourite month - keep the rest
Summers gone, it is no more
Now squirrels seek their winter store.

I try something employed by poets passed
To glorify nature!  The subject is vast
So inspired by the beauty on display
The words now flow - I've something to say!
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Some Future?

With our conditional sunshine,
and smoke-filtered rain,
we alter nature's colours and 
flush our future down the drain.

See our choking oceans
and there's no expanding ice
we harvest shrinking forests
beneath El Nino skies.

Cars, cars and still more cars
designed to feed our yearning
no problems to the planet as 
they are catalytically burning.

The fish are going, tigers too
let's make haste to the moon
for it will be our only refuge
if we don't do something soon.
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Here and Now

We must enjoy the future
The times we have had have gone
There's more life behind us now
Than is left as we go on.

The only reason to be alive
Is to make the good times last
Just look forward to more happiness
And not be a hostage to the past.

We got things wrong sometimes 
But we survived and got to here
We sorted the bad bits from the good
And know what to cherish or fear.

So enjoy every little thing you do
Savor the moments as they arise
Smell the flowers and hear the birds
Accept that life is a beautiful prize.
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A Mother and New York

A one parent boy left with his Mum
By a Dad who never wanted to go
With much financial upheaval
Where the standard answer was no!

Later he knew that against the odds
She had nurtured him with warm feelings
Passed on honesty and unease in equal parts
As war bombs had left more than cracked ceilings.

Twenty years on and the world has changed
When enthusiasm means more than a degree
With seven day working while still in his teens
He started his own firm and was boss free.

Life intrudes and the company must go
But he has talent others thought worth buying
Now shaking important hands at foreign meets
He becomes used to first class flying.

New York was where he always felt close
To his Mother from yester year
To look upwards at the churches to wealth
And know he had earned his right to be here.

To be in this money Mecca
And recall from where he had come
He knew it was only made happen
By the love he had had from his Mum.
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Fight Aging

I will not just sit and wait
For my old age to arrive
But will duck, evade and hustle
And keep the will to strive.

I want to live and to discover
Life's wonders that remain
Feel and taste new experiences
Even those involving pain.

For what possible reason should I 
Embrace the end that is coming
When I can fight and fight again
To keep all my senses humming?
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An August Evening with Amy

What more could I ever want
On an evening such as this
A Blackwater River sun setting 
And the wind now light as a kiss.

Spring here can be magical
With the promise of summer to come
But watery suns threatening autumn
Are much preferred by some.

Pause for a moment with the oars still
And gaze at the lowering sun's glow
We drift briefly on the slack water 
Then turn our bow to go.

Such a simple joy to embrace
Calm, quiet, and sublime
We should do it much more often 
We just need to make the time.


30th August 2013
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Engineers in the Graveyard

We can't recall his name
We should hold it dear
Here lie the crumbling bones
Of a Railway Engineer.

Shame on us forgetting 
He helped our nation steer
A simple direct digging man
Was the Canal Engineer.

Bleach clothes or clean the drains
No need to live in fear
The bugs and bacteria cleansed 
By a Chemical Engineer.

Tall buildings and bridges
Spanning valley, road or mere
Do duty for a hundred years
Let's praise the Structural Engineer.

Steel, mining, plastics, planes
Ships, milk, bread and beer
We only have the life we do
Because of an Engineer.

So cast the bronze or plaster
Write the plaque out clear
"Beneath this monument lies
A Very Worthy Engineer".
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Brain Storm

A clever lady with a ready smile
Will always stop and chat a while
But behind the eyes something unsaid
I'm not well; I've got cancer in my head.

She carries on her life each day
Rolls with life's waves easy sway
But now finds it hard to leave her bed
Because she has cancer in her head.

No angry words and no "why me"?
With gritted teeth she shuns pity
She accepts her path of life has led
To getting cancer in her head.

She went the way she wanted to
No fuss, no rage, no pain
Just named on a bench on her favourite trail
Which she won't walk again.
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Innocent Innocent of Rwanda

Oh, bright boy of another race
Tears stream down your young brown face
Of your parents and siblings there's no more trace
Why were you not born in another place?

This bright young lad sits beneath a tree,
Telling of the loss of his family
Speaks to a microphone but he's talking to me
And I sit comfortable in my land of the free.

His parents were hacked to death
And he watched them draw their last breath
Brothers and sisters all gone too,
Now what's a thirteen year old boy to do?
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Non-Stop Anguish

It's been a year since he went and
Rare is the day he doesn't come to mind
We wonder if we could have done more
But would vet heroics have been kind?

It's best to believe that there is a plan
With pre-set lights that blink on
When the beast or person is due to leave
And it's been planned all along.

We should not stress the moment
Of what to do when those lights are lit
Get an ease of mind that tells us
There is nothing you can do about it.
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Claws

I had a dream the other night
- no normal dream was this
No demons or plunging lifts
Nor Michelle Pfeiffer's Kiss.

The dream was of a crustacean
Who lived within the sea.
A large blue shell lobster
Who sought friendship with me.

We had a fulsome conversation
And opinions it had a lot.
When suddenly it shot upwards
A passenger in a wicker pot.

I regretted not saying au revoir
But we met again that day
It was around lunchtime
And it was on display.

It nodded to me and then
Very quietly said
Do me a big favour please - 
Order steak today instead.

I couldn't contemplate its death
No plunge in boiling water
After all it may well be
Some lobster's son or daughter.

I ate a plate of steak and chips
Not what I would wish
But had I enjoyed lobster
I would have felt shellfish.

October 2003
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Daniel

A little lad I never knew
Born to a life of hell
This busy fat world just went on
And the watchers did not tell.

You were starved of love
And rifled bins for food
Your own mother broke your arm
Then silenced you for good.

Did no one see the bruises?
Or note your half age weight?
You were tortured daily but
It was noticed when far too late.

Oh my heavens how I weep
For it always is the same 
You lived - you died - we never met
But I feel I am to blame.



Daniel Pelka, died March 2012, aged 4
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Passing the Curlew

May I hear the Curlew as I pass away?
It's been part of my life for so long.
The nesting chortling on the marshes
has become my favourite song.

If I sit still on the seawall
as the sun fades away to the west.
The bustle across the mud and beach
is the sound that I love best.

Because the Curlew endures so
and will always remain
I know their cries will reverberate
within my dying brain.
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Carol of Hope

It's that time of the year again
When our hearts fill with cheer again.
Across all the lands
Nations could join hands,
Now it's that time of year again.

Just think how good it would be
If the world joined with you and me;
With our differences gone
We could move the world on,
Now it's that time of year again.

You can say that it's only a feast,
And pointless to man or beast;
But this Christmas we might
Put some old evils right,
As it's that time of year again.

Be you Christian, Muslim or Jew,
We share the planet with you,
So let's make amends,
Let us all be friends
Now it's that time of year again.