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Panic Attack in a Country Field

I like to rest on a country seat
Up on a hill quite near me.
I watch the world go by
And revel in all the green I see.

One morning while I sat resting
A sad looking lady passed by
With a taut rictus smile on her face
She looked like she needed to cry.

A group of ladies were walking ahead
And the sad lady went to pass
Suddenly one of the group stopped,
Looked, and sat down on the grass.

She indicated to her friends then
That they should walk on a bit
And called out to the fraught lass
"Come over here to me and sit".

With just a moment's hesitation
The troubled lady sat down too
"I'm Betty," said the kind woman
"Tell me dear - who are you?"

"I'm Alice," she replied and began to cry
The tears of the broken-hearted.
All her pain came flowing out as if
She couldn't stop now she'd started.

Betty rose and said "why not join us?"
Alice gave an indifferent shrug.
"You'll feel better walking with my crowd,
But first, I'll give you a hug."

Alice at first stiffened and then relaxed
Into the tight grip of her new friend
Her sobbing eased and I could see
Her mind was starting to mend.

They all went off in a chattering line
It was obvious Alice was losing her pain
I sat and marvelled at the kindness of a stranger.

I never saw them again.
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Moroccan Pain

He died alone at the bottom of a well
and he was only 5
many folk dug day and night
to bring him up alive.

But he was dead at the bottom
injured as he fell
what fears he knew in his little mind
no-one alive can tell.

Imagine the feelings of those rescuers then
angry, frustrated and sad
who fought so hard to get him out
and return him to his mum and dad.

Farewell sweet lad your terrors and fright
are now all gone and past
I hope you are now in a better place
and know your happiness at last.


Rayan Oram, aged 5 died 8/2/22 RIP
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The Older Dad

I won't always be around, my son
to watch and see you grow,
to help guide your forward march
and be your 'steady' as you go.

For I am an old dad, my son
and may be gone before your star rises
to its undoubted potential
and you collect life's waiting prizes.

I am sometimes sad my son
for how much of your life I'll miss
but to know you this far
would be any dad's greatest wish.

Year 2000

Impotence

I have a daughter who is ill
and she is also very sad.
She looks to me to help her
because I am her dad.

Dad's fix everything don't they?
Isn't that why they are there?
To stand and fight and win
like a powerful great Brown Bear.

I would like to fix things for her
to shield her from this storm.
Take all the blows and pain away
and return life to her norm.

But her adversary is mighty
it stalks her day and night,
won't let her eat to live her life
and her big dad mourns in fright.

This caring parent looks on helplessly
so wishing he could do more,
she is drowning in a deep sea while
Counsellors' advise her from the shore.

Trees Company

I only ever wanted to
Be an ordinary tree,
To grow big, green and upright
- have people look up at me.

From a drifting seed to maturity
Growing stronger tier on tier
Hosting birds and squirrels
As the seasons changed the year.

Left alone for decades 
Happy all the time
Until the impact of a car
Meant I became a shrine.

Putting flowers at my foot
Folk gathered and they wept,
For the dead were only youngsters
And forever now they slept.

I'm not just a tree now 
I stand for something more
An earthly reminder of some people
Who tread a heavenly shore.

I often passed the big tree on my way to my office. This particular morning the area was all torn up and cordoned off by police tape. In a small village every one knows every one and I quickly learned that three of the local young folk had died when their car slid on the wet bend and rammed the tree. Not doped, not drunk, just unlucky and now just dead. To me, now, this lovely tree suddenly appeared sad.