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Blackwater Men

Where muddy waters flow
Where only grasses grow
Still roam the souls you know
Of Blackwater Men.

Blackwater Men will never fade away
They still return on two tides every day
They come and walk again
To view their past domain
It's where their bones are lain
These Blackwater Men.

Long, long these souls will haunt the salty shore
Until the time when there's a world no more
Then these past men will ride
On one last foaming tide
To heaven and there reside as Blackwater Men.

We who live are richer by far
Because they went before
And trod the paths of time
They ploughed, they fought, they prayed
And gave the place some meaning.

So now as we follow 
Let us bless these people
Who made the river work and 
Sowed the seeds of life
Which we take with us each day
And so we join and say
Amen.

October 2000

The above may not seem to flow well but it was written to be set to music.  This has been done by Clive Smith of South Woodham Ferrers and is a choral work within a suite.
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Daniel

A little lad I never knew
Born to a life of hell
This busy fat world just went on
And the watchers did not tell.

You were starved of love
And rifled bins for food
Your own mother broke your arm
Then silenced you for good.

Did no one see the bruises?
Or note your half age weight?
You were tortured daily but
It was noticed when far too late.

Oh my heavens how I weep
For it always is the same 
You lived - you died - we never met
But I feel I am to blame.



Daniel Pelka, died March 2012, aged 4

Standing on our Own Feet

Let's try and fool the angels
And take the promise of heaven in our stride
By good example negate all religions
And cast our differences aside.

The cancer you get is your own
And the babies die because of us 
Kneel if you think someone listens
Beyond the incense and ceremonial fuss.

In the end there's just us people
We come and we go alone
The facts speak amply for themselves
But in fear we invent an unknown.

So let's all try and fool the angels
Stop the wars, take the hungry and feed them
We could do it alone you know - 
And could tell the angels we don't need them.

No Escape

Sitting amidst green glory on a hillside quiet alone
on the gentle wind now comes
the chime of a mobile phone.

But for a while I am at peace and God is in his heaven
and from my left comes the drone
of the busy A127.

Around me are just trees and hedges and it's good to be alive
who cares about the incessant hum
of the M25?

I dig deep within me for calm and solace but even as I delve
just over that hedge to my east buzzes
the old A12.

I look up to the blue sky for clarity but then I surely know
there will be a line of planes letting down to 
land at Heathrow.

We live on a lovely island and are glad that that is so
but if one needs peace and quiet just where
are we supposed to go?

September Memories

As an onshore wind moves the trees
With the smell of seaweed on the breeze
Memories return just as they please.
Ah September!

Past holidays return with a leap
Spent here in Autumn when quite cheap
So exciting he couldn't sleep
In September.

A young boy not yet seven
Knee deep in mud soft and even
Thinks he's just arrived in Heaven
Great September.

This is the best place he ever saw
There's freedom here - no playground law
And he doesn't even know he's poor -
It's just September.

Years later and this man reflects
On life and love, wealth and sex
And why life now is so complex
Not September.

When he can walk this beach no more
And journeys to a higher shore
He will meet those pleasures gone before
Again September.

The river Blackwater in Essex is in my soul. I was taken to Mersea Island every Autumn when a child and still sail in the area now in my middle seventies. One bright Blackwater morning while walking on the foreshore this poem came to me.