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Panic Attack in a Country Field

I like to rest on a country seat
Up on a hill quite near me.
I watch the world go by
And revel in all the green I see.

One morning while I sat resting
A sad looking lady passed by
With a taut rictus smile on her face
She looked like she needed to cry.

A group of ladies were walking ahead
And the sad lady went to pass
Suddenly one of the group stopped,
Looked, and sat down on the grass.

She indicated to her friends then
That they should walk on a bit
And called out to the fraught lass
"Come over here to me and sit".

With just a moment's hesitation
The troubled lady sat down too
"I'm Betty," said the kind woman
"Tell me dear - who are you?"

"I'm Alice," she replied and began to cry
The tears of the broken-hearted.
All her pain came flowing out as if
She couldn't stop now she'd started.

Betty rose and said "why not join us?"
Alice gave an indifferent shrug.
"You'll feel better walking with my crowd,
But first, I'll give you a hug."

Alice at first stiffened and then relaxed
Into the tight grip of her new friend
Her sobbing eased and I could see
Her mind was starting to mend.

They all went off in a chattering line
It was obvious Alice was losing her pain
I sat and marvelled at the kindness of a stranger.

I never saw them again.
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Happy 40th

Alas, alas, you are 40 now
your 30s are truly behind,
you fight to retain your figure
and brain cells flee from your mind.

You could take lots of vitamins
to try and keep your youth,
or start wearing false things
and cap each dying tooth.

But, worry not about the above
- treat it all as trivia,
no matter how you decompose
old friends will always forgivya.

They will always see you as you were
so your youth you'll never lose,
maybe it's time to abandon sex
and cut down on the booze?
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A Strange World

Condemned and imprisoned peers
can meet up with friends for lunches
dishonest officials retire with fortunes
and gamblers prosper from hunches.

Incompetent captains of industry
ruin giants and run away with riches
and the brains of our banks are playing golf
and we punters inherit the glitches.

Call centres for our local enquiries
often based in far Bombay
with contact information available
but only if we pay.

We impede our teachers with paper chains
so the dedicated ambassadors leave
we overload our medical folk
and many more families grieve.

We freely vote at election time
and always fall for the lies
so if we foolishly ignore our wounds
we should expect to be infected by flies.


2013 Lord Jeffery Archer allowed out of prison to lunch with friends.

Sooty

We collected her from a puppy farm
Where she had really earned her keep
Giving the owner many Labs to sell
She now needed to rest and sleep.

We collected her, all of us together
Then took her for her very first roam
Her given name was Sooty and
She gladly embraced her new home.

Her first day and night with us
Had her shaking within her fur
She needed the reassuring touch
Of someone sitting close to her.

But once she knew she was staying
She fitted into family life
She built much loving loyalty
Steadfast through our joys and strife.

She watched over us always
Checking our way was clear
Putting herself between us
And any stranger who came near.

Came the day when she had to leave
When her fourteen years began to tell
We were there when the needle entered 
And swaying slightly she gently fell.

These animal friends are just on loan
And we owners know it well
But the pain is deep when they go
And for a while - we are in hell.

Robin Goodfellow A Man We Called Mann

What to say about you Mann?
After nigh on 15 years
We shared a lot you and I
A few pubs, and many beers.

You've gone now Mann
You went without a fuss
You "popped your clogs" so quietly
And did not inconvenience us.

I recall you could chat with anyone
And find interest in what they said
Put your views, hear out theirs, and
Prejudice seemed never to enter your head.

No doubt your time on the guns bred tolerance
But the cost was high at El-Alamein
Most of your friends died there
And your hearing was never the same.

War shocked and damaged a little
You returned to the land of your Kin
Rejoined the industrial giant you knew
And climbed the ladder within.

Marriage, children, dogs and humdrum
Followed in family mode
Early release from the shafts of work
Meant more time for the road.

And when your sight went finally
The car and caravan had to go
You were close to tears then
But fought not to let them show.

I was your son-in-law and I 
Miss you just about each day
I miss your willingness to involve yourself
And be ready with your say.

Mann, when next you sit at God's right hand
Sharing a pint or two
You can get him to put the world to rights
As you and I used to do.

Robin would have been 100 years old on 1st November 2020

Michael Has Gone

Oh how we miss our friends
who have gone.
We miss them now, we always will
but the memories still live on.

Sometimes it's right for the suffering
to leave
And we who are left here alone in confusion 
can only grieve.

My pal was forced into oblivion by mean gods
but is with me still
he laughs, listens, advises but never complains
about his being ill.

No engine he could not fix, nothing
he couldn't drive
sometimes his driving left me feeling quite
lucky to be alive!

Goodbye my friend, now at last
without pain,
I won't have a fifty year friendship quite
like ours again.

Oh how we miss those friends
who have gone.
We miss them now, we always shall but
the memories will live on.

Funeral - September 2010

Milestones

A birth under bright lights
with unsteady steps to come.
Large new eyes view new sights
while safely held by mum.

A deep breath - and into school
an old hand by the end of the day.
You pay attention or play the fool
make friends and you are on the way.

A first kiss that glows in your soul
with troubled emotions burning.
Lifelong loving is now your goal
and marriage stems the yearning.

Then come child and maybe child
and you find a different sort of love.
The point of being now reconciled
and possibly there is a God above.

Now, your lover and brood have gone,
alone, you brace your mind
to where you were heading all along
and when there, what you will find.

At each step in life we must be willing
to learn what to take, leave, or share.
Probably on balance life's been fulfilling
and the journey worth the fare?

December 2004

Looking Back

So - nearing eighty is it now the time
To embrace the flashbacks that plague?
With brain cells depleting the race is on
to view memories of past passions and rage.

Your triumphant deals, and bested foes,
moonlight walks, or bright suns above.
Of parents now gone, or your babies cries,
or friends not told that they had your love.

You reflect about long silent relatives
those that rallied to any crisis,
you saw your children's endeavours leading
them to punt on the Cam or the Isis.

Perhaps you've not done too badly
You have survived when others failed
You kept turning up as and when needed
And may finally have your depression nailed.

Is this the sole value of old ageing?
Just to feel your inner self slowing
Concentrating only on where you have been
instead of where you could be going.

A Jobbing Engineer

Just an ordinary man he seemed
If you met him in the street
A clever brain behind the glasses
Always good to meet.

Now he was the body before us
In his coffin on the bier,
Family, friends and customers
All silently gathered here.

He made parts for Concorde
And joysticks for a computer game
But struck out on his own account
Tired just being a clock card name.

Each work day he dressed in overalls
And rode a bike down to his shed
He followed the paths of commerce
No matter where they led.

Rarely lost for a solution 
To problems that teased his mind
He grew and built a machine shop
Giving service often hard to find.

Always a modest man to everyone
A little short and losing his hair
He died owning the whole estate
And was a multi-millionaire.