Daniel

A little lad I never knew
Born to a life of hell
This busy fat world just went on
And the watchers did not tell.

You were starved of love
And rifled bins for food
Your own mother broke your arm
Then silenced you for good.

Did no one see the bruises?
Or note your half age weight?
You were tortured daily but
It was noticed when far too late.

Oh my heavens how I weep
For it always is the same 
You lived - you died - we never met
But I feel I am to blame.



Daniel Pelka, died March 2012, aged 4

Summer

Dancing shadows, rushing streams
Bring on, bring on, my summer dreams
Muddy green seas only sometimes blue
A red sky sunset for me and you.

Harvested cornfields, shady trees
Horse with flies and foxes with fleas
A giggle of children running nigh bare
Hazards abound but they don't care.

Summer thoughts and summer highs
Pull us through winter's pallid skies
We who dwell in this hemisphere
Need the summer every year.

June 2004

Summer is on the Way

Ah Skylark, Skylark
It's March and yet you sing
So early this time - 
So what will summer bring?

The warm and sunny days
Will burnish your happy song
Fields and ponds and leafy lanes
Will surely sing along.

For you are the harbinger
Of English summer times,
And as the world warms and changes
You will be busy in these clines.

The sound of your call freezes
My troubles old and new
For one blissful moment
I fly up there with you.

April 2004

A Box of Stones

I have a young daughter who
has always collected stones.
She gets them from the seaside
and carefully takes them home.

I must have moved a ton of stones
from beaches near and far.
They seem to appear everywhere
- mostly in my car.

I must admit it irritates
and sometimes I get mad.
I did when she proffered another crop
"Can we take these home dad?"

"Why collect more stones?" I yelled.
"We have loads everywhere!
If we gave some to all your friends
We'd still have lots to spare."

Her explanation was disarming
irritation drained rapidly from me.
"I like to keep a box of these." she said
"Then I can always smell the sea."

Thanks for the Show Lord

Greetings God omnipotent
Who would have us forever on our knees?
If you gave us the seas and mountains
Then you also gave us flies and fleas.

If you give Africa the water
Which saves a dehydrated mite
You also include the cholera
Which kills that child in the night.

Mankind falls prostrate to your glory
Everyone blinded to your sins
You preside over wars most gory
And allow grotesque nature the wins.

Aren't tsunamis splendid?
Such power on display
A ruinous earthquake in Pakistan
Means the devout clear more bodies away.

It can't be said you only send
Fine rains and blessed sun
When there's genocide and torture
While you simply just look on.

You watched while we mere mortals
Strove for religious accord
When always the cost was people
Wantonly put to the sword.

The ace you hold in your godly hand
Is that we are frail and simply made
And inevitably always turn to you
When we are lonely or afraid.

Don't you think we have had enough?
Of great things heavenly and earthly
Hey - thanks a lot for the show Lord
Now demonstrate your mercy.

Strings Attached

He was given a guitar when ten
With a book called 'Play in a Day'
He learned rock and blues and skiffle
Some neighbours moved away.

He maintained a daily practice
And developed an accomplished skill
Got missed by local street gangs
And then his mum fell ill.

There was just him and a distant aunt
At the cemetery near the shop
One bunch of flowers on the coffin
And a guitar tied on the top.

He now was young and rudderless
And cried inside without sound
His two most valued things in life
Were both now in the ground.

He fled the council hostel
And took to the roads and hills
Hid from societies officials
And poured Vodka on his ills.

A publican in the country
Trusted him enough
To let him work collecting glasses
And give up sleeping rough.

Now fifteen, the lonely boy
Made the bottle shed his home
Slept on an ex-army camp bed
No need any more to roam.

The whole village knew he was there
But told no-one outside
They let him come and go at will
And quietly felt their pride.

One day the village held a sale
Selling stuff some folk could spare
The vicar saw his longing look
At a red guitar hanging there.

So proffering money this worthy man
Paid the asking price
The boy stammered his thanks and ran
Lest he showed the tears in his eyes.

Alone in the bottle shed it all came back
And his fingers found the frets
His mum was at his shoulder then
And away fell his sadness and regrets.

Every moment he wasn't working 
He played and played yet more
Slowly his expertise was great
His bleeding fingers sore.

He started playing with visiting bands
And was held in high esteem
People came from miles around
And he slowly dared to dream.

He saw himself on a rock stage
With London as the Hub
He would travel widely but his 
Home would always be the pub.

He signed with a management team
And travelled near and far
He bought the pub and rebuilt it
And bought a shinny yellow car.

The saloon bar was crowded
One foggy Friday night
When down the lane came a car
With a flashing bright blue light.

The village people filled the church
The coffin borne from the car
And on top mounted amongst the flowers
Was a gleaming red guitar.

Passing the Curlew

May I hear the Curlew as I pass away?
It's been part of my life for so long.
The nesting chortling on the marshes
has become my favourite song.

If I sit still on the seawall
as the sun fades away to the west.
The bustle across the mud and beach
is the sound that I love best.

Because the Curlew endures so
and will always remain
I know their cries will reverberate
within my dying brain.

Sooty

We collected her from a puppy farm
Where she had really earned her keep
Giving the owner many Labs to sell
She now needed to rest and sleep.

We collected her, all of us together
Then took her for her very first roam
Her given name was Sooty and
She gladly embraced her new home.

Her first day and night with us
Had her shaking within her fur
She needed the reassuring touch
Of someone sitting close to her.

But once she knew she was staying
She fitted into family life
She built much loving loyalty
Steadfast through our joys and strife.

She watched over us always
Checking our way was clear
Putting herself between us
And any stranger who came near.

Came the day when she had to leave
When her fourteen years began to tell
We were there when the needle entered 
And swaying slightly she gently fell.

These animal friends are just on loan
And we owners know it well
But the pain is deep when they go
And for a while - we are in hell.

Standing on our Own Feet

Let's try and fool the angels
And take the promise of heaven in our stride
By good example negate all religions
And cast our differences aside.

The cancer you get is your own
And the babies die because of us 
Kneel if you think someone listens
Beyond the incense and ceremonial fuss.

In the end there's just us people
We come and we go alone
The facts speak amply for themselves
But in fear we invent an unknown.

So let's all try and fool the angels
Stop the wars, take the hungry and feed them
We could do it alone you know - 
And could tell the angels we don't need them.